The Facts of Sleepiness in the Daytime

Sleepy at eight PM even with an afternoon nap except when I do go to lie down to sleep I feels so relaxing usually lay down that sleep doesn't usually come right away..  with the window partly opened in the bedroom and breathing in fresh are it can rejuvenate me enough that soon I may go back to the computer.  Sometimes just having someone else talking in the room about their interests can bring tension so there needs to be a release so getting away from this person for a while helps.

The desire to do anything that I enjoyed just drops off and though sometimes I want to finish what I have been doing which had been interesting sleepiness seems to have the upper hand.  so the choice that I may be left with is either suffering with an uncontrollable exhaustion on just go lie down.

Update for My Brothers,Sisters and my Concerns

I haven't heard from Marilyn since she visited with me at the beginning of October and wanted to show me her blog.  It seems that her email address and blog are not working or lets say unavailable. so I am concerned that she is ok.

Alice has been doing night shifts as well as short day shifts in Calgary for her work.  She lets me know sometimes through email so I imagine she feels tired  often except that she walks a lot and cut out grain products since she has diabetes which I am sorry to hear.

Allan has separated from his wife for a few months now and seems to be doing not too bad,  Now that is two others besides me who have not got a relation. Robert is another and he works and lives not to far from Allan near Rocky Mountain House. Well I  do because of Merv though I thought it may end but now I am not sure.
I am not to sure what life has for me.  It seems that Facebook where I have centered my life around because of games and one specifically Chefville is not available. But then it may come back.  I think about the days ahead when the hard times will come and people will not be able to rely on conveniences of this life like electricity and  running water in the houses, as well as banks and vehicles to name a few.  Its some are calling a pole shift because the effects of a planet that has been around the sun sort of hidden since 1995 and its magnetic influence of our planet is changing things and one day it will cause the crust to shift perhaps up to a 40 to 90 degree shift and there will be extreme volcanoes and earthquakes in certain parts of the world. and tsunamis
on coastal areas. A person may be totally unprepared for that but should learn about it and find a safe place to live.  About The poleshift and Zetas talk  Click on the link.
I'd like my brothers and sisters as well as my own children to know about what is going to happen and that they can also prepare for it but there needs to be a right time to let them know and prepare if they desire to.

My visit with Rose went well.  She has an ability to talk  and is very expressive so what she told me I was quite interested.  She enjoys her large beautiful house and one son at home. Her husband Paul is gone on his job a lot.
As for Charlie and Garry they seem settled with their life styles and their wives in there nice surroundings and settled lives in  Creston and  Garry's home in central B.C.

Eight of Us All together the day of om's Funeral

Brothers and Sisters at Alice's Place

From Left to Right;

Alice Chapman

Lives in Linden Albera and works as a school teacher to a private school

Charlie Chapman

Lives in Creston BC with his wife and two children A truck driver

Marilyn Friesen

Married To Steve and have 9 children She writes books as well s looks after kids

Allan Chapman Youngest brother moved to Rockymountain house and remarried but now separated, He does roofing and has a large family

Rose Richardson

She remarried to Paul and has three of her own and two from husband Paul. She is a PCA nurse

The youngest sister.

Garry Chapman is married to Lynne and he lives around St George where he recently moved. works as a mechanic. His five children have grown up and three are married with grandkids

Me Eva Witte or Chapman as my maiden name. Worked at Walmart a couple of years ago  now living with Merv Trithardt. My Children are away from me as they are grown up. Three daughters Cheryl with four children and married to Bryan.  Sharon with Jesse and their son Jacob Then there is Aileen with Jeff and son Cameron and the son Richard  in living commonlaw with Cheryl

One daughter Janice is with a Helper Lindsay

Robert Chapman is divorced and now lives with brother Allan newar Rockymountainhouse Alberta

Trying to find my real purpose in life and then this is discovered and it may help me to understand'

Find your mayan sign and meaning of life

Success, be true to your Morals

Integrity is necessary for
us to find true success, no matter what the outcome. Be responsible
for whatever happens because of the decisions you made. Stick to
your values, morals and principles, even if you seem to run against
the current. Most people give up too easily and let others steal
their dreams! The only way to fail is to give up. Successful people
use their mistakes to grow, learn and eventually better themselves
and they reach success because of their strong mindset. They know
that success can not withstand consistent action and integrity.
To be successful you will have to work harder on yourself than you
work on your business. You will have to become an effective leader.
As a trusted and strong leader people will follow you. You will
have to design a plan and then work the plan diligently day after
day, with your blinkers on - until! It isn't going to be easy, but
imagine what can be possible?! Here is to your SUCCESS

Things about my Inner Self

Red Overtone Serpent


Tone 5: Overtone - Center & Core Purpose

Red Serpent is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming. "I am the flint and tinder of the sacred fire," reads the meditation for Red Serpent. In the Great Mystery, flint and tinder represent the instinctive combustion that initiates movement in the physical body toward union with Spirit. When flint and tinder are brought together, the spark of divinity awakens and ignites the fire of your essence. Red Serpent invites the purifying spark of the sacred fire, the kundalini, to align and integrate your body, mind and spirit. Red Serpent can help you uncover apparent blockages in specific chakras to clear an align them. If you are working on a process of purification, invite Red Serpent to assist you. Red Serpent's symbol is the serpent, representing healing and wholeness. This Mayan medicine can remove toxins, rejuvenate and transform dis-ease. Red Serpent is also known by the Maya as the kultanlilni, or kundalini, the energy that moves up from the base of the spine and out through the crown chakra. There are two aspects of this force, the ida and the pingala, representing its male and female polarities. One of the ancient secrets of Red Serpent is the activation of higher states of consciousness through balancing these two polarities so that they dance within us as one. Another metaphor for this serpent energy comes from the Mayan words luk umen tun ben can, or "those absorbed by the serpent of the sacred knowledge." When the seven chakras are fully activated, one experiences an enlightened state. Red Serpent represents the basic structural apparatus of your motivations, instincts, desires, and your innate movement toward wholeness. Red Serpent asks you to shed the skin of your past and step into the fires of alchemical transmutation. In this, rebirth is revealed. This desire is an innate response encoded in the depths of your being. With the energy of Red Serpent, you learn to use the innate intelligence of the body. In this culture you may have become separated from this wisdom. It works like this: when you suppress and ignore your issues, your body receives and retains the unconscious metaphors of that which is ignored. This may be expressed through physical symptoms that bring your unconscious issues to conscious awareness. When this happens, work toward a more conscious relatonship with your body - and work with the physical metaphors in order to heal yourself on all levels. The body has a specific kind of consciousness through which messages are clearly delivered. In fact, the body itself is a living metaphor that mirrors your mind, emotions and spirit. However, the body also remembers all it has experienced, and consequently holds the consciousness of the past within it, including past wounds and traumas. In healing these, remember the innocence of your body. Treat it with love and respect. Open yourself to be aware of its messages and metaphors rather than storing them. Be willing to look at the positive intent beneath any symptoms or physical process your body is using to communicate. Explore whatever it may be asking you to see. In this alignment process, you can use images or energies that come to you in meditation or dreams. Journey through your body to catalyze and explore any sensations, colors, shapes, or images. In these times we have a profound opportunity to transcend both our physical and our spiritual genetics. The body's integration provides an unparalleled opportunity for personal evolution. Learn to expand and utilize your senses to access your body's wisdom and vitality. Don't 'think' about it; simply allow your body to sense intuitively the solutions necessary for change and growth. Red Serpent also represents the connection between powerful physical/ecstatic experiences and the light of higher consciousness. This is an initiation of awakening through the body and senses, rather than in negation of them. As Jose Arguelles says in The Mayan Factor, "Like the Maya, we shall understand that the path to the stars is through the senses." Within the body are held the keys to fully awakening our consciousness. This deeper understanding is expressed in tantric practices, where spirituality and sexuality are integrated and honoured as a means to enlightenment. Red Serpent represents the integration of mind, body and spirit. Use the body as a tool for transformation. Learn how to use passion and the senses as a means of access and alignment to higher consciousness. Follow your gut-level intuitions and instincts to make choices in the moment. Be willing to look at issues you have concerning intimacy and sexuality. Make sure that you are not separated from the dance of passion that is in union with your divine nature. Sense your deeper desire for union and intimacy. Red Serpent calls on you to awaken your vitality, body wisdom, and passion for life. Red Serpent is associated with the sacred tools of the drum and the rattle. Drums and rattles can break down old patterns or bring energy into alignment. Red Skywalker is your Higher Self & Guide. Red Skywalker is the skywalker, the time/space traveller who can jump dimensions to assist you in realizing heaven on Earth. Red Skywalker is unlimited in form but often chooses the form of the angelic messenger. A person who embodies cosmic wisdom may be known as a sky-walker, sage or bodhisattva. When others see such light in human form, they feel the vibration of heaven. This vibration may be embodied by you or experienced with a guru, master, an energy such as Red Skywalker, or in a 'chance' encounter with an extraordinary person. An encounter with the energy of Red Skywalker can spark a deep yearning within you for reunion with the Source. Yet from this place of love and compassion, you also have a desire (embodied in physical form) to serve the light. This is the place in you that has the courage to fully express unconditional love, the depths of your being. Red Skywalker asks you to live the new myth by bringing this heaven to Earth in your daily life. As this reality is lived, it touches and awakens the same truth in others: "They kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in heaven." Red Skywalker represents balance in your life - not static balance, but a dynamic equilibrium that includes both your present expression and your starseeded self. In Red Skywalker's star-glyph you see that the pillars of heaven don't appear to touch the Earth. You are the element that appears to be missing in the star-glyph. You are the one whose expression of the light assists in drawing the pillars of heaven to Earth. Joining these pillars in yourself can be viewed as reuniting your male and female aspects. Together, in balance, we create the pillars of the etheric temples of heaven on Earth. The natural state of every system moves toward balance that is fluid and free, as in dance. That balance is experienced differently by each person, but it often brings a sense of steadiness or centeredness even in the midst of movement and change. When you are dancing, you can use your very state of imbalance to create the fluidity of the dance. Yellow Warrior is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper. Yellow Warrior, the galactic guide, is a mystic ferryman on the return path to the stars; allow Yellow Warrior's staff to ferry you to the spiraling vortex of cosmic consciousness. Yellow Warrior is the grace of the descent of the dove. Embody the mystic gift of trust in direct guidance. Through trust, you journey to the place of 'no time' and limitless light. There you will undergo the transformations to embody solar heart and mind. Yellow Warrior is a conduit for cosmic communication, offering access to the universal web of consciousness. This is the web of the Mayan mystic spider that weaves intergalactic threads, the conduit of interconnected consciousness. Yellow Warrior is the spider in the web, the grid connection for divine communication. Receive these ripples of knowing from Yellow Warrior's web through the central axis in your spine, your staff. Accept this gift of knowing in grace, as you would receive the morning light by turning your face to the Sun. Grace is an unexpected touch, a blessing given in love, a natural gift from the universe. Use the power of love like an electrical current to serve the light. Open fully to feel and receive it! The number for Yellow Warrior is sixteen, the number of unity with the cosmic foundation of resonant evolution. As you embody the ferryman's staff, you become anchored in your connection to cosmic consciousness. Holding within you the foundational steps of the trinity, you carry the "Christed one" into the world. As a living mystic, you are the conduit of the spiraling galaxies that creates a union with cosmic consciousness. Sixteen may also be seen as the beginning of another octave - a higher octave characterized by organic balance and the new Earth under your feet. Trust in guidance is an essential attitude in accessing the position of the central pillar. Trust in Spirit to provide all you need, and trust that what is given will serve your highest evolution. Trust in the wisdom of the "Mind of Light curriculum." Trust in your inner voice, your feelings, your moment-by-moment guidance. This is Spirit's clear confirmation. Trust as an open vehicle for Spirit, your mystical intelligence, your divine guidance. Embody your ability to commune with cosmic intelligence. Direct guidance, communication, and embodiment are the key concepts contained in the staff. It is a symbol of learning to stand in your full power and authority - learning to 'tune in' to galactic intelligence so that transmissions are received effortlessly. This resonance is created through embodying light. The ferryman is offering you his staff. Plant it within yourself so that it becomes a blossoming tree of consciousness. Yellow Warrior's colours are indigo and gold, combining the limitlessness of the night sky with the freedom of the daytime Sun. If you desire to access grace and trust, focus on these colours. Blue Eagle represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime. The energy of Blue Eagle asks you to believe in yourself and believe in your dreams and visions, no matter how they may be perceived by others. You are the eagle's vision. One shadow of Blue Eagle is a loss of hope, excitement, or joy in your life. This can stem from a reaction to mass consciousness or from the precipitous state of the world. In your deep desire to effect change, you may feel overwhelmed in a vast ocean of consciousness that seems hopelessly enmeshed in issues of separation, limitation, and judgement. If so, remember that elements of this enormous field are often attracted to your personal dreamfield for healing. These duality constructs are deeply rooted on the planet. Don't be discouraged. The global mind is in the process of a profound transformation. As you heal these issues within yourself, you offer gifts of healing to the larger reality. Do not underestimate the power of your personal transformation and its effect on planetary mind: "Gaia, as you awaken, I heal myself. As I awaken, you are healed." This wondrous pool of planetary consciousness is full of archetypal mysteries, hopes, dreams, and fears. Some beings may feel that their personal world is 'falling apart' as their lives expand into the larger dream. Sometimes this feeling manifests as hopelessness, which may even lead to a desire to leave the Earth. Remember, you are in human form for a divine reason! You have chosen this form in order to participate in the great miracle! Walk with ease in commitment to your destiny. Allow yourself to explore and play compassionately as a planetary server. You are the emissary of the great change. In the shadow of Blue Eagle, you may also be so obsessed by finding your "purpose" that you miss seeing how simple it can be. Your purpose can be as simple as expressing love and light - and that is enough! Take heart. There are great gifts being offered for your participation in healing the global mind. Another shadow of Blue Eagle is when your purpose as a planetary server becomes a messianic obsession, creating a 'rescuer complex'. This may also be seen in self-sacrificing behaviour, an inability to say no, or an attachment to rescuing others. In this shadow, your desire to serve needs to be tempered with self-nourishment and sustaining rest. If you neglect your personal needs and desires and do not allow time for joy and rest, you may feel depleted and lacking. Hold yourself in the same compassion as you hold the world. Strive to keep your personal needs in balance with planetary service. Fill your personal cup. Take loving care of yourself, and your cup will naturally overflow to empower your work with others. Believe in yourself! Remember the purpose and commitment you have in the larger pattern. White Wizard is your Compliment - something that comes naturally to you. White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic. White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. Self-empowerment is not to be found outside oneself. Anything outside that brings you empowerment also has a divine foundation within you. If you feel a need for the approval of others, look to self-empowerment. When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do! Align your own will with divine will and your Essence Self. Be transparent, innocently allowing magic to come through you rather than needing to create it. Open to heart-knowing and limitless possibilties. White Wizard is a tool of the light, a conduit for the work of Spirit. A wise magician is spontaneous and transparent, allowing magic to come in rather than trying to control it or make it happen. A magician dances the dance of love through offering gifts of freedom to others. This is real magic. Freed from the need to use power to manipulate or control, a magician uses wisdom to manifest liberation and love. The harmonic wisdom of White Wizard is melody, the progression of signle tones within a composition. White Wizard symbolizes the sacred journey of your individual life. As a harmonic magician, you are a novel yet universal container for the expression of the Divine. While you play the melody of your journey's spirit song, the Creator provides the harmony. Melody is to music what story line is to story. Utilize the elements you have chosen for exploration in your life - your gifts, talents, abilities, motivations, circumstances, and the other characters in your play. Orchestrate the most interesting and growth-engendering story line from this combination of possibilities. Understand that you are the player and the played in the melody in your life. Your Tone is Tone 5 - Overtone Core purpose, central intent, foundation, place of centeredness, simplicity, acceptance of your humanness. Five is the ray of center, the first bar, the foundation of humanity in the individual self. Step into the center of your crystalline core. What do you find there? What is your foundation, your core purpose, your central intent, your individual vision? Use this vision as an access to the truth at your stellar core. See yourself as an ever-expanding hub of truth and light. You are the center of your own universe! Remember that there is great wisdom to be found within the human form. In genuine acceptance of your humanness, you find your foundation in individual self. Turn inward and bring more light into your form. Discover the foundation of your sacred center. In meditation, receive the serenity of the unis mundi, the place of perfect centeredness. In letting go of who you think you are, you become who you actually are. Be simple. You are always sitting in the center. You are the Zen master, centered in beginner's mind. *** These excerpts were taken from the book, "The Mayan Oracle - Return Path to the Stars" by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner - Click here to email Ariel and purchase a signed copy!

What to Plan and Know Before You Fall in Love

This is a picture of me about 3 years ago and I have not changed a lot I have for quite a while been looking for a man to compliment my life style as well as for me complimenting someone elses life style.
y have found him I believe. I had a message from some man that seems to fit my ways. to some degree and I started to feel right about him. I hope God can bless our relationship and will work it out. I really feel that there is a lot of caring and a willingness to share since he knows caring and compassion s it may be alright.
Check out the things he tells you and his way with words but mostly know if there is a feeling of hppiness when you relate. Find out what he has is is like wit his mother because that sometimes reveals wha the person i eally like. Then there is the reltionship he had before. But if you have faith and love in God then most likely it would work out. Even then you cannot always tell what he is telling you is the truth so it is really best to meet him or her as the case may be in person and that will give you a pretty good Idea whether he is who he says he is. Find out how he is with money because there are so many people trying to use others for money. I pray to God that I will be pure in heart and not use others that way. I hope that my days of searching will be over.

A Recent picture of me.   I am still with the man and been with him for several years, through many trials but learning to accept his ways and still be at peace.